Sorry, but tonight Im in a sad mood. I knew it was coming, sniff, sniff.... But JR ( Scrapbook Obsessions Owner) made the comment that I wasnt wanting to hear... My Design Team position is up starting this May... It's going to tough, because SO has become such a big part in my life, I feel so good designing for them, JR and Chantele feel like family to me..JR even knew I was worrying tonight over something. I will stay a member at SO for sure, but I will miss doing what I love, for them. Well, now when Teagen starts school this August, I'll be "home alone". And with no Design Team requirements, what clean house everyday of the week? Dont get me wrong, that's not the only reason I scrap, but it just felt good knowing I had a "deadline" and "Article" to write every month for them. I dont know, I guess I felt I had a "job", being a SAHM semetimes kind make you, think differently about yourself, and sometimes it can make you think, that you arent as important, because you dont make any money, and your day consists of laundry, vacuuming and snotty noses. I love being a SAHM, but I think sometimes, I get down on myself, KWIM? Another thing is, here lately I notice that more and more people are talking nagative about 1 photo layouts. I know it's just their opinions, but Im am one of those 1 photo layouts... So... Im thinking , I need to "practice" putting more photos on a layout. Oh, well Im a whiny hiney tonight, I dont want to lose my DT position, in a nutshell, but I know that all good things must come to an end, and yes they need more variety... But still.... there are some who keep a permanent place... Lucky Ducks! Okay enough of being a ball bag, LOL WE HAVE SNOW! Thats something to be happy about, because we hardly, rarely every get any!!! {snow} {snow} all night! TTFN!
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